dear consciousness, why won't you love me?
ZINE
I have always tried my best to give you everything you've ever wanted.
I have taken on faces and personalities and interests and have invested a lifetime of
thought and effort into transforming myself into your most ideal version.
And yet, you are not happy. You still do not want me.
I do not understand. Why am I not enough for you? Why do you dislike me?
Dear consciousness, why won't you love me?
40 satin coated pages, A5, spiral bound, and with a high gloss exterior. Handmade collages,
diary entries, and mixed media pieces.
How many trials and errors does it take to find a version of yourself worth keeping? And
how do you even know once you've found the right one?
"dear consciousness, why won't you love me?" is a love letter to my worst critic. It's a
reassurance that everything takes time. And that's okay.
